Hello everyone! Well! I have been trying to be as supportive as I can. I think that it's so important, even at the basest levels of being human, that we support and strengthen one another.
A couple of weeks ago, I posted a simple hello, and it went something like this: "hello all you lovelies, I had a great night, just a bit of sushi and very happy, feeling good today, I hope all of my friends on LJ are doing great and have a fantastic night". It was something like that. Well anyway, I recieved an email today that the moderator of "body beautiful" blocked my message and that I was not allowed to post. I have posted on that board many times in the past and I have always been very nice, so this left me confused.
Now, imagine my shock first of all that I was blocked, since I have only ever been a very honest and open person, and also supportive when I can be. Next, imagine being blocked from wishing people well? Wishing them a fantastic night? I mean, seriously?
Well, at any rate, we all have our own demons and our own battles. I just won't bother with that board any more. I am who I am. No more, no less. Eating disorder or not, we are still all beautiful people in the end, no matter what.
Got a piece of sugar free sponge cake ( from Walmart), topped with a nice slurp of Smuckers Sugar Free caramel sauce. This was just before bed. Took a good look at it, and down the sink disposal it went. It felt so good doing that. I can go to bed happy knowing that the food didn't beat me down tonight.
I hope you all have a really great night :)
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